Feelin so down...you can read my profile to find out more...long and short...my best friend, love of my life, partner...HUSBAND...the one I never thought I'd find...had to leave today...to another country...for three months, to work. We have just celebrated our one year anniversary, 2nd mariage for both, and financial situations have left us in this position. I'm finding it really hard to cope, and feeling so alone. My best friends have fallen off, due to them judging me and my marriage...because it is different, in the respect that he is from another country, etc, etc. Because of our hard times, I think my friends blame him and judge me for marrying him. I love him beyond words. We have that fairytale relationship...I have never been more respected and honored in my life, treated like a true princess. And we are best friends...did I say that already? I dropped him at the airport today, and came back to our home. My head is doing me in with all I miss, already. I feel I can't talk to my "friends" in real life, for the "I told you so"...they just don't understand. We have already had to deal with so many outsiders opinions and ideas that...aww...just didn't work out with them...he's leaving. I feel like I'm not even making sense in what I write, so I'll stop for now. Just writing this, getting it off my chest, is helping. Thanks for reading. I am such a people person, and have always been a good ear, so I am empathetic to others as well. I suppose I find it therapeutic, just to be able to connect with others...hope to be able to do that here.
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