feeling very alone right now, away from home my friends have gone. cant stop the tears. wish I was dead, im such a burden to everyone. I deserve all the pain I deserve to be hurt. Im useless, wothless pathetic idiot. I went back only to be hurt again he has not changed and i just want to disappear off the earth. i hate me i want to take all my pills and take all the pain all forever.
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