I am 47, female and live in UK. I have suffered depression for over 10 years now and still I am suffering. I have had 3 marriages that all ended badly, each man I married played away. I have no self esteem either. I often wonder if its my fault. The onlt good thing I got is 2 wonderful kids, both adults now with their own lives. My last divorce in 2003 was the worst. I loved the man so much and it still hurts like hell that he betrayed me so much. Last year I found my brother dead in bed on my birthday. I live next door to the worst neighbours in hell that ever existed, I have suffered criminal damage over this so called festive season and yet even with me involving the Police I STILL FEEL ALONE...I am so lonely I have thought about doing daft things, but they are only thoughts at the moment...I hurt like hell...
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