drinking alone. thinking alone. nobody to sleep next to me for the next few weeks cause my buddy's outta town for work. not that he even cares for me more than that, he's just my cuddle buddy here and there. how the hell do i deal with this?? i'm tryin to get over sleepin w/ whoever just cause its a good feeling at the time. only one person, one time, in the past two months, really good for me. i know that sounds pathetic. i miss the whole relationship factor so much. miss so much about him. why the hell did he end up being a fucking addict?? and why isn't anyone rushing to be by my side?? i miss someone holding me, why isn't anyone there?? i can't sleep at night unless i got someone next to me or i'm so wasted i just pass out. god, i hate this. why isn't anyone saving me??
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