I was wondering if there are any others like me who are afraid to be happy. I find there are times I'm afraid to think positive or be happy because I say to myself " So when is the other shoe going to fall, when is the bottom going to fall out again?" I may have some positives things happening (crossing my fingers) but I'm afraid to get to excited about the possibilies. It seems just like when things are taking a turn for the better it's two giant steps backwards.
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