Just kinda needed someone to talk to, someone who would understand. Has anyone ever been affected by someone you love who is using hardcore drugs? Someone like a family member, not just a friend. See everyone keeps telling me to just forget about my brother's drug problem, leave it alone. But he hasnt changed, and it's been two years since i've even talk to, and seen him. He's in and out of jail. And he hangs out with ppl who use herion. I just really get so afraid that he is doing it. He has taken him self away from the whole family, i just wish i could have my old brother back the one before all the drugs came into place. I find myself lying awake in bed at night crying, just because im so afraid he will end up dying, and if he did i will not be able to live with myself. I would feel like there could have been something i should of done to stop it from happening, i mean i been through recovery myself i know u cant change an addict they have to want to change themselves, but like what im suppose to just sit around worrying, and in fear, and loose my big brother. I cant deal with this. If anyone can relate, and help support me a little through this id really appreciate it. thankyou for listening. BECKY
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