Ok, I'll try this on here now.

I'll give the short version cause the long version I've accidently deleted twice and I'm fed up with it.

Main deal; I quit taking my meds with my drs ok and now I'm scared to death. It's finally come to peoples attention that I'm not on them any more and that I'm a little "off". My mom is mad and frusturated at it because she says I'm just making fun of the mentally ill and I'm just being stupid. My counselor is worried and theres noone thats monitoring me. I don't know what to do. I was thinking of calling my counselor and seeing what he would think of me just going into one of the hospitals psyc wards up here for a bit. That would seperate me from my mom (we live in a small 2 bedroom apartment); make sure I'm safe (not alone); and allow me to start on my meds agin while being supervised.

Do you guys have any ideas or anything or have you run into this problem before???All suggestions welcome.