So as a few of you will know, my bf of 2 years and i broke up on new years day. I hadn't cried since he left although i've been feeling numb, lost and generally miserable. He came round today to collect his things. I kept my composure while he was here and managed not to cry. When he came in it wasn't like he rushed in and out as quickly as possible, he stood in the door for a while and spoke, then sat down and had a cigarette. I'm so confused. Before he came down i was sure the break up was for the best, but seeing him today has made me so upset that he's gone. I still love him so much despite the ups and downs we had throughout our relationship. He is coming down again tomorrow because his computer table is still here - he couldnt fit it in the car today. I don't know if i should just leave him to take it and say nothing, or tell him what i'm thinking. Half of me thinks its for the best and the other half wants to be with him so much. i'm completely lost. Help!
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