Well here it is im tired of my life! i know u guys heard dat before and probably gonna say so many nice things that just hasnt work 4 me. Im falling down i feel like i hit a new low! I seriously concedering suicide. I cant tell my family.friends,conselers, or go 2 a hospital. Heres da reasons 1. goin through these"process" ive been burned by my family more den other people. 2.I just dont trust der asses. 3. If i tell my conseler den they are just gonna send me back 2 da hospital. 4. I fuckin hate da hospitals plus i come out knowin wat i did before. 5. Suicide is just my anwser, i give up ALOT! 6. Honestly put time and hope in getin better and it just hasnet worked 7. im back where i started in da 1st place! So plz just help me wit advice or reasons its much appreciated! thanks
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