So an ex boyfriend of mine is visiting me the 26th-30th. We haven't seen eachother in 2 1/2 years. But we have talked every night for about 4 months. The problem is, because of my past with guys, it is impossible for me to be able to fall asleep in the same bed with a guy. And i also get horrible anxiety about it, and i don't know that i'm going to be able to spend that much time with someone straight through. I have to have my alone time, especially right now where i'm at w/ depression, much of my time is spent alone. I don't want to hurt him, and he's travelling across the country to come, but i am having serious anxiety about it. Help, what do i do!!!
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