been stressing over the mortgage. company called thursday to inform me that they would be foreclosing on tuesday. freakin out since it is where i live and i have no other place to go. tried everything to get money together and could only come up with 500.00. panicked for days. just now my sister calls to offer the rest of the money provided i could pay her back within 30 days. i knew i had that covered because insignificant other settled a case so that we could get the money in time to pay whoever would agree to help. i call up the insignificant other to tell her the good news. she had been crying and fretting cuz she is my roommate and did not want to have to move and had demanded i work something out. anyway i work this out and what does the selfish beawchy say to me? "oh, i decided to cancel my settlement. i want more money". what the hell do i do now. my sister already put the money on the mortgage. i have no hope of paying her back in time without that financial help. i hate this world and most of what's in it almost all of the time. im sitting here balling my eyes out wondeing why it wasthat i agreed to "hang in there"?
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