i have been this depressed in over three years. I cannot talk to my husband because the last time I got this bad off he really put in overtime to help. it is not fair to put him through that again. I have a new job and dont have established friends here that I can talk to. Cant tell my mom and brother - they will make too big of a deal of it and worry me to death. I took night classes for the last two years but just graduated - all my friends from school - now gone. I feel so alone and have to act like nothing is wrong. it really sux. i am glad i can let a bit of it out on here.
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