hi i am 23 years old and i have had a rough childhood.when i was 8 -10 i was sexaully abused by my friends dad, seem like my parents did not care untiil i told some one higher my storie, then when i turned 12 years old my parents got divoced and it suck cause my mom treat me like shit. from 12-20 i was treated differnt from my mom i was abused physcial, emotional, and mental from her it hurts me still to this day. then when i turned 20 she disowned me and kick me out of her house with an empty wallet and the clothes i wore the last 3 days. i was hungry and thrist and she kicked me out. there is more but hurts to talk about. now i am 23 years old i have been dead to my mom for 3 years and it sucks i wish i had a good mom in my life i feel like thats what i am lacking in my life. from my past it hurts realtionship with people and i dont have much confindice in my life. if some one can share and talk to me i really apperciate it. i have not been open on here cause i been scared what people my think. so send me a message if u like to talk or even help me out. thanks sadanddown.
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