i have a not so pretty past, and because of things i have done to people that i care about, i feel horrible about what i have done. i feel guilty, and i feel like because of the things i have done, i don't deserve to be happy, ever. i have extremely low self esteem, and i have for as long as i can remember. i just need to know what i'm suppost to do. how do i change? what can i do to change? i can't take it anymore. i just want to be happy, and i can't seem to be.
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