For me, as I took my last walk thru the house where I grew up w/ mom and dad, before it is sold. It was so sad to see it completely empty, and it made me feel so empty inside to have it so bare, and to not see my dad there anymore. I cried, I miss him so. He and mom passed within a year and a half of each other, and I miss them so bad. I am not liking being orphaned.....at 48. I guess I especially miss seeing my dad there, as I began taking care of him 24/7 when mom died. At least they are together now, and dad is no longer stuck in his wheelchair. I hope they are both in heaven doin a big ol jig!!! Hope I didn't drag you guys down, but thanks for letting me come here to vent!! Hugs to you all! xxx
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