Today I was reading a website where people described there expirences with childhood depression. I realized that many of the expirences I read about described my childhood and now I feel that I most likely grew up with depression and didint realize I was depressed untill I was an adult. Honestly it was a bit of a shock to realize this. It felt hard to say that depression was always part of my life for so long and not just part of it now.
Hi after I had my son in 2018 I had postpartum and that turned into depression.... the depression has not left... sometimes it hits me out of nowhere and I just completely shut down and I cry and I cry and I start feeling lonely, unloved, unwanted, feeling like nobody understands what I go through. I had even thought at times it will be better if I just wasn't here on this earth.
I'm gonna start this post off by saying i am not the person in this abusive relationship, it is my oldest sister, I just went into her room to grab something and she was crying a lot and told me to get out, she never cried in front of my family and if she does she hides it, I would never know about it, I'm almost onehundered percent sure it's because of her abusive boyfriend, they are still...