I grew up in a very emotionally and physically abusive home. After high school I spent most of my adult life living hundreds of miles away from my family. Then 15 years ago I moved back to the area but only see family at holidays. There's always a family dispute going on so I even avoid my brothers and sistes. My parents are really up in years now and dad has lung cancer. My siblings are constantly nagging me about not spending time with my parents. Problem is, it just hurts too much emotionaly to deal with any of them. There's no love or comfort there, just bad memories. Will I regret someday after they pass that I didn't try harder or simply just let by gones be by gones as some of my siblings have? Please note that my siblings are mostly interested in the inheritance of which I have no interest.
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