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This is the past i know i shouldnt be dwelling on this but its hard very hard.
I just cant bring myself round in to starting whats going on at the moment as this is even hard
I thought it was ok but i guess not
Here it goes apart off my life story:
I thought i was safe cause i knew him but dont trust anyone, this time a few yrs ago now i thought i was safe i went out one evening with a male friend it was going great, we went back to his still had a couple off drinks and a chat then he tried too kiss me i was like no we are just friends but then it got more intense he kept on and on i was screaming no u cant do this i struggled trying to get away but he kept putting his weight on me he pinned me to the floor and started touching me he held his hand over my mouth i couldnt move. He then started to rip my blouse off me i tried screaming but he wouldnt let me it got more intense in touching me i couldnt make it stop.
Tears running down my face i was in shock that a friend could do that he wouldnt let me go.
When it ended i opened my eyes, he kept drinking he told me to stay otherwise he would beat me, when he raped me the seconded time i blanked out, to this day i still have flash backs.......................
I cant carry this on it hurts to much
I just cant bring myself round in to starting whats going on at the moment as this is even hard
I thought it was ok but i guess not
Here it goes apart off my life story:
I thought i was safe cause i knew him but dont trust anyone, this time a few yrs ago now i thought i was safe i went out one evening with a male friend it was going great, we went back to his still had a couple off drinks and a chat then he tried too kiss me i was like no we are just friends but then it got more intense he kept on and on i was screaming no u cant do this i struggled trying to get away but he kept putting his weight on me he pinned me to the floor and started touching me he held his hand over my mouth i couldnt move. He then started to rip my blouse off me i tried screaming but he wouldnt let me it got more intense in touching me i couldnt make it stop.
Tears running down my face i was in shock that a friend could do that he wouldnt let me go.
When it ended i opened my eyes, he kept drinking he told me to stay otherwise he would beat me, when he raped me the seconded time i blanked out, to this day i still have flash backs.......................
I cant carry this on it hurts to much
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
It may be rattled due to what has happened to you, but your soul will always be yours to keep. Give it time to go through the proper steps to heal, and know that it's your soul and your spirit and it is something no one else can touch.
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I hope this helps.
Here is a BIG HUGE HUG from me to you.
rape is more a part of women's life than society wants to acknowledge
please try and take some of the suggestions posted here\
keep sharing, read, join groups, love yourself
let yourself be loved,...
remember that all the drinking and indulgences in the world will not help
much love sweet thing
Reese