He kissed someone else tonight. He probably looked in her eyes and saw hope for the new year. I remember a year ago when it was me, and he couldn't wait to see me. Why I can't let go I'll probably never know. I try to accept but it seems my heart just won't let me. So I try to just face my fear and invited them both to a New Year's lunch. I have not heard a word, he may not answer at all. He deletes me and ignores me and I don't understand how he can be so cruel. I thought I meant more to him. He promised to not let someone come between us, but now he tries to be technical and says he said he wouldn't let someone else decide for him who he would be friends with, I think he lies to himself. I just wish my heart didn't hurt so much.
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