a little sad right now...i am personalizing i think..my husband and i were watching "everybody loves raymond" and it was the episode where raymond wrote his dad's eulogy and one of the boys drew a picture on it and it ended up on the parent's refrigerator. anyways i never share things with my husband because he is so judgmental and critical but the last few weeks he has seemed different. so i said to him .." you want me to tell you something i do " and he said "What?" i told him that sometimes in my mind i will write my parent's obituaries. he looked at me and critically said "thats weird". now i feel sad. i feel like i am weird. i feel like my husband has no feelings for me whatsoever and now i feel like i cant trust to talk to him anymore. when i tried to explain to him that this upset me and made me sad he got angry at me. i am sad.
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