I hate you... Im not sorry that I hate you and I will never feel sorry that I hate you. How did you think I would feel? You abandoned me as a baby and went on your way. No card, no calls NOTHING!! You lived in the same compex I did and you avioded me like the plague, you ignored me and I was right there in front of you. Ive spent my whole life making sure I am not like you, I am not a drug addicted, alcholoic who lives off of other people. Do you remeber when I was at my mothers house and she invited you over to meet me when I was in my twenties? You had the nerve to tell me you abandoned me over back pain.. What the hell did back pain have to do with it? You made every excuse as to why you abandoned me, there was no closure. I hate you and I could care less if you die, If its okay for you to abandon me then Its okay for me to abandon you. Have a nice life!!!
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