i need someone to talk to right now. my mom passed away 8 days ago and i feel so alone right now. im home alone my hubby is out he didnt expect me to get home from work before he got home but here i am and i will be home alone for atleast 2 more hours. i feel so alone i cant stop crying. im not saying i would kill myself i will not disgrace my mom's memory like that, but i need someone to talk to. i was a part of this group about 3 yrs ago and everyone really helped me and after i was feeling better i felt like i didnt need it and now here i am again feeling alone and hurt more than i have my entire life.
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