im feeling a bit suicidal. Ive been kindly given lots of advice but many kind peoples trying to help. I think im beyond help tho i think i dont deserve to be helped. Im scared of the anger that my actions will cause and then it will all start again. Im trying to keep safe but im scared by the things ive shared that I should have kept a secret and not talked about in a public place. My boyfriend will be very angry with me. I dont want to be hurt again Id rather just not exist anymore. Im scared. I want to take my hoard and make my life stop. Im scared of going to hell too what if that hurts more than living. I dont want to be punished always. I just want everything to stop. Im so tired and confused.
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