Hi, I'm 14 year old girl and I know you probably think I'm over reacting but a few people (not doctors) have said they think I might have depression. I'm very confused about whether I want help or not. Sometimes life is okay, but other times I know exactly how I'm going to commit suicide and when I'm going to do it. At home I pretend everything is okay, but at school I can't keep the pretense going. It's all very confusing, I'm not sure whether I want to die or not; I do but I don't. Does anybody else feel this way?
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