i don't know what to do i on't think i'm having a panic attack but i can't stop crying. it hurts so much inside. i have no one to go to NO ONE. literally. i am waiting to try and call my doctor to see if he can see me taoday. i just want to die i can't take anymore. no one understands, no one wants me i feel like i can't live on my own i can't make it in this world on my own and it seems i have no choice but to be alone. i son't have anyone to cal just to talk to. everything is falling apart. i am taking blood thinners for a genetic condition i have. the computer i am using is right next to the bathroom. i just keep looking at the bathtub and thinking about filling it with nice warm water and slitting my wrists. i would bleed to death so quickly b/c of the blood thinners. i feel like it is the only way this just won't stop omg i just need these feelings to stop i need someone to want me here
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