well to me its just another day why is it that my family always wants to hang out with me or call me on holidays i mean i know that i distant myself from the world and family even my wife but i guess these kinda days or these type of holidays that our for our nation or freedom just bring back memories about the army ..i lashed out on veterens day when my co-workers got me a cake ..long story short that cheese cake got on everyone . man i hate this i hate being depressed everyday and especially on holidays .. today people at work found out im bipolar and am on alot of medz its enough that they know i had 2 heart attacks now they worry about me killing myself i swear next person that hugs me at work and tells me im gonna be okay im gonna snap there neck
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