my grandfather died a few years ago and i was devestated although i knew he was sick and it was time.he and i were closer than me and my dad so thats why it bothered me so much.i'm so depressed about him lately.i miss him sooo much.i keep thinking about how i can't even hear his voice anymore when i call my grandmother.i can't ask to speak with him.its an awful feeling.i was planning on going to visit him at his grave,but would that make things worse for me? please give me your thoughts on this.has anyone been in the same boat on this topic?
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