hey i feel so bad today - i went out last night and made an idiot out myself im so embarrased- i dunno im not even that bothered about it so much i make an idiot out myself alot - like now!!!! but i just dunno wot to do i dunno wot to say i dont know how to explain what im feeling at all - i wanna tell my bf that im not ok - ive said to him before i feel down and i say that all the time but this time is different - im scared if hitting rock bottom i dont wanna go there again but it feels that way- i cant speak to my mum she cant deal wiv it she has her own problems i just stuck and it 5 am in morning and i cant face tommorrow
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