I have been doing so well just lately had a few amazing days not felt this good in a very long time, I have my ED under control a bit and have been coping really well, until tonight, I dont know why but something just snapped in me and I have a huge emotional weight on my shoulders and I just feel like crying, I just keep thinking of my husband and how amazing he is and how i have put him through so much crap and how my kids are growing up with a messed up mum, im having really negative feelings and im just not happy, i dont know maybe im tired (i am as always) or maybe its PMT but its here and its bugging me.
vent over xx
vent over xx
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