I was feeling so good - and then with the argument with my fiance - i feel weak and hopeless and not sure if I wan to keep on = the way I feel is I don't care about me any more -don't want to wake up anymore. Life hurts too bad and I have ran out of reasons to convince myself to keep going. My happiness is always short lived. You know the really sad thing is that my fiacne, his parents and my family would be most likely relieved - they are sick of my stuid issues......it takes away from their happiness
Posts You May Be Interested In
Feeling pretty bad today. I'm exhausted in every way. Tired of living this life where nothing changes or gets better despite how much I try. Had a bad life all my life and I'm just tired of being here.