I've never cut and I've never had the desire to hurt myself. That is until this last week or two. I've been fighting this urge to cut myself. I was thinking I would cut my thigh because there is a smaller chance of anyone finding out. I don't know much about cutting, but is it true that it makes you forget about the other "pain" in your life? I guess there is always getting drunk, but you can't really hide that from people either. I can't see my doctor until Monday for depression and it will be probably a good month before I can start meds or counseling...
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