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I want to apologize to WyattEarp and to the other person who was involved for making a huge drama out of a total misunderstanding. I had not right to make my paranoia public.
I wrote a new journal...if anyone wants to read it
Last but not least...I am leaving...because of the crap I caused last night, because of the hearts I break and the people I hurt, because tonight I am alone...
Good bye to all you wonderful fantastic people at DS. Please give TC my love when she returns and tell her how sorry I am. To my bestest friends in Iowa...you mean the world to me, its just too bad I can't straighten my world out any. I am only bringing you all down. To those special few on here...you know who you are...I am sorry, I never wanted to hurt you or anyone....
Unfortunately I just can't seem to stop hurting people...myself more then anyone...
I wrote a new journal...if anyone wants to read it
Last but not least...I am leaving...because of the crap I caused last night, because of the hearts I break and the people I hurt, because tonight I am alone...
Good bye to all you wonderful fantastic people at DS. Please give TC my love when she returns and tell her how sorry I am. To my bestest friends in Iowa...you mean the world to me, its just too bad I can't straighten my world out any. I am only bringing you all down. To those special few on here...you know who you are...I am sorry, I never wanted to hurt you or anyone....
Unfortunately I just can't seem to stop hurting people...myself more then anyone...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
i've never seen u say anything bad, laynie. :)
try not to be so hard on yourself, k?
I get the sense that you are emotionally raw right now and it's best not to make medium or big decisions at times like this.
Please be a bit patient with yourself and give yourself the time you need.
So to the other party....NOT WYATT....you need me to prove this is more then attention seeking?? FINE!
Want a release to my medical records so you can see I am who i am and have the medical issues I do?? and that things with my ED have been slipping and my electrolytes have been getting fucked up. Ask my T he is reading, maybe he can set you straight. Don't know if he is on here as a member, but he reads what I write.
A few other friends on here can vouch for me as they know me IRL and have for years. Maybe they can post my obit when this all kills me. Maybe then you stop sitting in judgement of people...
I got paranoid last night when I heard two members were discussing me.
I had a PM this morning from the 2nd member telling me it was just a big understanding. Then I get home from work and hear from the 1st party that the 2nd party was saying that I am the one who cries wolf all the time...
Once again, not allowed to talk about how you feel, so I will act on it instead...Thanks...you know who you are!!!
Its a whole different kind of exit...
I should just go to bed before I do anything more
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