Some of you know a few weeks ago I got kicked out of my youth group. I was a leader, long story short I told the youth pastors something and well they felt like I was in there for the wrong reasons pretty much. I'm just having flashbacks right now of her telling me I needed to be in the main service. I didn't handle myself in the right way and starting crying in front of her. I shouldn't have told her my feelings from the beginning but I did. They told me that was my home, and could come anytime.. I even asked her how she felt about me being in there. She had no problems and loved me. I'm just having a hard time tonight with it and trying to stop crying. I'm on vacation but it's still on my mind. I would still be in there if I didn't talk to them. I felt like I lost family.. I just hate how our depression gets in the way of our life. Then she's telling me what I should do, but nobody really knows me but ME. And does she live with depression, NO. Only I know what is best for me. I feel like they have died in my heart. Just upset sorry.
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