I have been thinking a lot about cutting my self. I am not thinking about killing myself just cutting my legs. I am scared because when I am alone at night I really think about getting up to do it. The only reason I have not yet and I am scared of where it might lead to. Is that normal? I mean am I just being overly scared since I have not done it yet? I also tweeze my eye brows because I like the pain. I find my self having to make my self stop before I have none left. I don't really think there is an answer to a question here I just need to put it out there. I have not been to the therapist and over 3 weeks because I got stuck out of town with no money and can tell that I am slipping backwards instead of forward. I just have to make it one more week and I can go back.
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