I'm so lost at the moment. I have a personality that, when im happy, I say whatever comes to mind without thinking about it. They hate me doing this at work and wanted me to stop it. The only way I know how is to become completely introvertive again, which means becoming depressed. I was doing very well with not being depressed, it was almost totally gone. But now that I've had to reach into the abyss and pull it out again to satisfy those i work with and keep my job I cant get rid of it again. It feels totally overwhelming. Any ideas? I could use any suggestions at all.
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