This isn't the first time I've felt depressed but this is by far the worst it had ever been. I hate where I'm at in life and I often find myself wishing I lived a different life. I also try to think of ways to escape everything by getting hurt, sick, or pregnant. I feel lost and hopeless and I'm wondering if this will ever pass? I am on medication but it is obviously not working and I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm unmotivated, sad, and I'm constantly feeling frustrated with my life. I don't know what to do anymore. I still need to finish college but I have another two years to go and it's the last thing I want to do. It's for my future but...my future isn't even in sight as of right now. Help.
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