I am giving up. I am going to just allow all of this to overwhelm me and take me away from here. Im not talking about suicide necessarily... im just sick of fighting. im giving up. i am done with this. i dont knowwhat is ahead for me after this decision but its got to change. i just want to go wih the tide and just let that make whatever decisions need to be made in the near future. i fucking hate trying.
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