MY LIFE IS A MESS,MY HUSBAND LEFT ME AND OUR 2 TEENAGE BOYS AND MOVED IN WITH HIS MISTRESS A WEEK LATER, HE STILL PAYS MORTGAGE, ULTITY BILL,AND TAKES CARE OF REPAIRS, HE DOES MORE FOR THE BOYS NOW THAN HE DID WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER,MY PROBLEM I CAN'T SEEM TO MOVE ON , I'VE TRIED THERAPY, CUTTING OFF CONTACT, HE THEN CALLS THE BOYS PHONE TO TALK TO ME,I HATE HIM FOR THIS PAIN AS HE KNOWS I'VE SUFFERED FROM A PAINFUL CHILDHOOD, I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING CRAZY BECAUSE I WANT TO BE DONE WITH HIM, I'M ON DISABLITY AS I HAVE SEVERAL CHRONIC ILLNESSES SO AFFORDING ALL THIS IS HARD, BOTH OF MY PARENTS ARE DECEASED, BOYS ALMOST GROWN,I'M AFRAID I'LL BE ALONE AND DEPRESSED ALL MY LIFE, I KNOW GOD USES BAD FOR GOOD,HOW DO I KEEP GOING?
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