nothing to say. why cant i let myself feel ok, im trying to chnage but my heads still shouting no,i admit i have improved to some degree which is better and im not about to go commit suicide no more even though it appeals, ive learnt its no way out.... but nothings ok, nothings right. had an amazing weekend and still sat feeling absoultly shit and alone. whats wrong with me, stupid head.
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