Hi all, I am a 31 year old female, mother of 1. I have been fighting mood disorders and depression all my adult life. Right now I am starting prozac,nothing else is working...I am on prozac valium and xanax...I've taken atleast a half dozen other meds in the last 6 months that made me aggresive or did not help. I can tell the dosage they have me on is not high enough..I feel like i am starting to withdrawl my doc said give it 6-8 weeks but this feeling is killing me. I am so tired of fighting it all. I am so tired of laying in bed at night worrying about everything...I worry about anything and everything that could go wrong..I worry about what I would do if I lost my daughter, what I would do if I lost my fiancee..I had a miscarriage about a month ago,I was 4 months pregnant and have been having a harder time dealing with my depression and anxiety since then. I have no one to talk to about it. My insurance doesn't cover any counseling, I have no prescription insurance, I pay for all my meds out of pocket, If it wasn't for that I would still be taking Cymbalta, it seemed to do really well for me. I just want peace. I want to not feel stressed and worried..Am I ever going to get there.?
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