I have been having alot of surprisingly GOOD days without taking any Meds. But when I do feel bad I am feeling SUPER bad! I go to the Dr. next week and I dont know what to tell him and he is probably going to okay me back to work and I am sooo scared I do not want to go back and not be able to handle like before. I have been out since the beginning of Aug..Before I was out I was having panic attacks often, I was having heartburn so bad I couldnt do anything, and I was crying at work in front of people and hidingnin the bathroom. I just dont know if I'm ready to return. I feel I need a little while longer. This is my first time not working in 15 yrs besides when I gave birth 3 times. I am not a lazy person I just feel I need more time to work on me so I wont have to take anymore breaks like this!
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