OK so I tried to call my parents 12 times on sunday. On the last call my Mother finnally answered the phone right? Well she asked who it was calling as though she did't recognise my phone number. Then I said that this is her daughter Kristal and that I would like to stay in contact with her. She then told me that she never had a daughter but that she had three sons and one of them passed away. I asked her which one and she said my male name. She proceeded by telling me not to contact her again. This happened at about 10:15 Central Standard time. It is now 3:21 am cst and I am still crying about it. I mean she told me that I had died. I am so heart-broken. How can a mother tell her own child that they were dead to her. I just want to crawl into a hole and die. I just don't know what to do. About 95% of my family feels as she does.
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