How do I know which feelings I have are really issues that I need to consider and which ones are being brought on by this depression? At the moment I am seriously thinking of leaving China, my job and a possible future career to go home and have a regular life...I feel guilty for not being home. I feel guilty for the things I do at work (I recently had to fire someone) I feel guilty for telling my family I am having a problem and may need to come home.... I am so confused I can't tell heads from tails.
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