I hate my life. I hate being a freak. If I could just end it I would. I am so hurt and no its not from some passing feeling like sometihng someone gets from an ex boyfriend or ex girlfriend its REAL and CHRONIC. I can not handle this anymore. I can not even write the words to describe why I am a freak because it is too painful. I am sick of this. I get one life to live and it fucking blows! I do not want your sympathy. I need a new life.
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