My mother died last year. We weren't that close because. I broke ties(7 years ago) because I had had a nervous breakdown, and I felt that I couldn't take her or my family junk anymore. I have tried to recconect with family,(i have 7 brothers and sisters). I came back to them but felt I was getting too involved and I had fear(don't know why). I had arranged a cookout this Labor day, I brought food with me to cook. I went there and noone answered the door. My husband suggested we leave. My brother got mad because I left and said that I should have called and let them know I was outside. I later got a message from him that he and my sister were tired of "extending the olive branch to me" and i should have been ther when she died, that she was calling for me. (i found out she died in the paper). he deleted me off his facebook. I am depressed about this. but what can I do? should I keep trying or leave it alone? I feel really guilty about things.
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