thanks to all of you for encouraging me to continue to volunteer. I had a friend diagnosed wuth liver cancer this week. He can have my liver was my first thought. Really i have no one around me that needs me, I got out of bed just to feed and give my dogs some attention. Then im going right back. What is my dr going to do? I just have to ride this out anf hope it ends sooner than layer. I have received some bad medical news myself this week Seem all my tests show I have ms. I havent spoken to any of my children in a week. im not telling them about the ms. I dont want their love because im sick. they didn not want to understand the pain of the depression as most people dont unnderstand it. im just dealing with a lot of crap and right now, bed seems the safest place.
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