I have been gone for a long time but now I need to come back. A lot of things have been going on in my life over the last few months that i can't keep up anymore. I am overwhelmed. first of all I lost my right leg above the knee due to vascular disease. I have a new leg now and walk very well by myself. I think that to be depressed is normal under those circumstances. Thats one thing I am wondering about. Is there such a thing as normal depression? Anyway I thought that was the worse thing that could ever happen to me. I was wrong. In July I lost my husband to cancer.That changed my whole world again. He was overprotective of me all the while so when he passed I had to learn how to do the most simple things by myself. Life is getting better day by day now and i am taking care of myself. I have never lived alone before and I sort of like it. lol So what else I am wondring about is it the meds I take for depression is making me feel better or am I really feeling better. I better stop now. ?Thanks for listening.
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