Had a panic attack today before my driver's exam and couldn't do it. Feel so weak and foolish but couldn't help it. The whole 'never going to have a child' thing is really getting me down now that it is 'real' and my poor sister is struggling with a really terrible form of cancer. I'm a sensible person, and know how to deal with panic attacks etc but it's just getting the better of me right now. I just don't feel strong enough to deal with it. Does anybody have any tips on how to hold on.
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