Feeling down, heard a song reminds me of my sisters death, down lower. PMS, The A holes at work erk me. Down lower..grey rain day. I also hate my body so thats another thing. Wow- I just really feel like sitting in a dark room crying. The shit just keeps comming, depression is real. Im sorry I needed to get these things out somehow because I havent felt this low in a long while. I think about the future and I think it might suck.
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