okay so i'm running on ZERO hours of sleep. i've smoked 2 packs of cigarettes in one nite. i'm keeping myself awake with pink lemonade. but i want to sleep so bad. but i can't because i have to wait to get picked up. because i have to leave where i'm staying today before the mom gets home because she said so. so now going onto my journey of finding where to live on ZERO hours of sleep. PLUS+++i feel wierd. my body's tingling & i'm having MAJOR dissociation but i'm trying to ignore it. don't know if it's from all the cigarettes i smoked. but all i know is this sucks!
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